Wednesday, April 2, 2014

The End of an Era

End of an Era
Well this is the first week of being unemployed. Let me tell you my story of the last 18 months that lead up to this point.

As most stories start out, well you see what had happened was, we lost our manager in my office. He apparently went out with back trouble (or so we were told) and consequently after a couple weeks he was let go for non-compliance of being out on medical reasons.
So an agent was forcibly promoted to manager even though he didn’t want it. He told me he would quit if they forced him to be manger. Well he was forced into it and after taking a lot of BS from the upper management for over a year, he did finally quit. I found his method of quitting rather humorous. He went on vacation to get married in Hawaii and never came back.
I knew this was going to happen. I even warned the upper management that they would lose this individual altogether if they forced him into management. Upper management told me, that he would be happy to take the position after the deal he would be offered and they promised all the bells and whistles and help he would possibly need.
Yeah right, that never happened. Management came down exactly twice. Once to congratulate him on accepting his new promotion, the second was to tell him that if he did not tighten up and make his staff succeed he would be fired. We lost quite a few good agents during the reign of this particular upper manager.
Just as I figured though I had hopes they would prove me wrong for a change but alas, upper management failed to prove me wrong yet again. Not only did we lose a wonderful member of our office but we lost the last two. Eventually our last Mohican left as well. She tried to stay. She wanted to be successful but upper management failed her by never coming to help or manage her.
I advised her to find another opportunity and jump off this failing ship. She reluctantly did eventually, not that I wanted her gone of course but, I wanted to see her happy again. She had lost her spark. She went from a bubbly young woman full of hope and wanting to help to being a teary-eyed mess who had lost her self-esteem, at least where work was concerned. 
Finally, after much coaxing and reassurance from me she did seek other options and left. She is much happier now. Back to herself, I’d wager. Some of us still keep in touch even if it is just a random text message or face book like.
By the end of that year, which was exactly Christmas time 2012, I got a phone call that my office would be cutting down hours temporarily and I would be working only 30 hours a week. Well of course, this upset me. I squawked over this for a week or so and kept being reassured that this was only temporary till the upper management got off his butt and hired a manager and agent for this office.
Well after three months of that not happening, I get another call. They took another 10 hours a week away from me and I had to work every other day so Monday Wednesday and Friday I had to make the trek across the bridge to sit in this little grey office all alone. For the next 18 months I did just that.
Once a week for the first while I asked if the upper management had anyone coming to interview and was always given an excuse. I finally changed the question to, when were they closing my office, and got the expected lie. This is only temporary. Though I have been looking for jobs all those 18 months, I haven’t had the good fortune to find one yet. I keep trying.
I am glad that all of those who I now miss are happy and I wish each and every one of them well. I, however, managed to stay till the very end. Like a Capitan who sinks with his ship. What did upper management do? He came to procure his purchase of a mini fridge and scavenge the sinking ship and leave, no good bye lunch nothing. Just a feeble apology. “I feel like I failed you.” He said trying to look sheepish.
I just looked at him deadpan and said “it is what it is.” and nothing else.

My boss came for the last day, though I had already done everything and taken all the donations to the donating place and the money to the bank. There was literally nothing left to do. She at least brought me a parting gift of an Ivanna Trump handbag in the prettiest ivory faux leather and a copy of Someone has to set a bad example by Anne Taintor, and she took me to Olive Garden, my favorite restaurant.  Well one of them anyway. We had a wonderful day of conversation. She is really a wonderful person. I will miss working for her. I hope she gets better treatment in the end than I did. 

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Business Coach Free by Renae Christine! she's awesome!

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Thursday, October 3, 2013

Thursday, September 12, 2013

My Brain on Caffeine...

Hey Guys,

Well, I am sitting here contemplating how I feel about something I just did. Don't worry it isn't terrible. Here let me explain.

I have been wanting to review a product for a while. I tried emailing the company to see if they would send me a free sample to try and review for the company (some companies will do this so I hear). I explained that I would love to purchase the product but I am a bit short on cash.

She suggested that I go to a conference. Which is fine, except the one she suggested is over an hour and a half away and I simply don't have the money to drive that far with gas prices the way they are and only working part time keeps me kinda broke.

Then she suggested I become a distributor. Imagine my surprise. (enter blank sarcasm here). "That'll take care of your short on cash problem." she writes adding a cute little smiley icon at the end of her email. I sent her a kind email in return. "Thanks so much! I will make every effort to find the money to get there."

Oh, what is the product? The it works body wraps. I have always been a curious person and I have been researching to try to find the science behind this alleged miraculous flab cure. There is nothing but a bunch of mixed reviews, which look mostly contrived IMHO.

Well those of you who know me know, if there is information available I will work to find it so I set out to find the ingredient list. I wanted to see what is in these miraculous flab cure. I found the ingredient list and found among the 20 things I can't even pronounce, lots of leaf extracts including rosemary and eucalyptus at the very bottom of the list.

Well that discouraged me entirely from wanting to do that particular wrap since this 'botanical' flab miracle was made up of a lot of things I didn't want on my body. After all, 26 seconds is all it takes for the chemicals in your personal care products to enter your blood stream. and you wear this thing for 45 minutes under saran wrap!

So, I went to our friend, the internet, and did some more research. I have looked through dozens and dozens of YouTube videos and blogs, Pinterest pages and the like and have come to one singular conclusion. Pretty much the only way to cure the flab is to eat healthy, exercise, get good sleep and just fricking love yourself the way you are!

Having said that, I am going to go cut the saran wrap off my gut, wash off the coffee grounds and olive oil concoction I stupidly talked myself into trying.

Yes I found on the internet and yes it works if your goal is 3 days of caffeine racing through your veins. (oh my god I can see sounds now!) And no the gut is still there.

I am gonna go eat a Skinny Girl flat wrap pizza with all the veggies on it.

Cheers!